I think the question about where to draw the line between nice-model-skinny and just freaking-anorexic-skinny is one of the hardest, at least for me. Since I was very tiny years ago,gained quite some kilos, but gladly got back again, I find myself in the situation of asking whether I should not listen to my family and friends, who all freak out because of me being so skinny by now...BUT this was the reason I gained years ago, I was really unhealthy-skinny, I admit (38kg at 1, 73cm) but still I gained so much, I couldn't look at pictures of myself, not a single one, because I always found myself fat. By now, I grew a bit taller and lost much weight, and people around me just want to make me eat. I don't know why, I always wanted to be a model, so I thought being as skinny as the tiniest runway-models would make me happy-and it did/does. But I still I am pissed if I put on a kilo although I know at 1,75/45kg it wouldn't ruin my body but probably be a bit healthier (BMI of less than 15...kinda freaks me out sometimes):hmm:
sorry for the long post, it's just one of these bad days when my family is around and having lunch, dinner and so on together is a must and I just feel unhappy. But I hope at least an "insight-view" gives the discussion a fresh touch
