thanks for being so agreeable! haha
i totally get what you mean about not being able to do that. i have not yet been asked to do anything that i am uncomfortable with in modelling- but as far as my past experiences go i dont know how i would fare, i definitely agree with the psychological harm in the long run, i see sex as a very personal and intimate thing, and even when my friends sleep with guys they have only met a few times it makes me feel a little uneasy (i guess i am just a prude in modern day society haha) but in a way i think i would like to enjoy the frivolities of life a little more, as i know how it can get you ahead. ah well, c'est la vie!
Prude is such a rude label. I am conservative about how much of myself I give to someone but I don't consider myslelf a prude and I don't consider it a bad thing. I am very open with the person I have chosen but it is not easy to get chosen by me. I prefer the term "Selective", lol. The sexual revolution is great and I love it that women can express their sexuality more without as many negative social repercussions (depending on where you are, of course) but I have to say I'm not crazy about how the pendulum has swung in the other direction. It used to be "shameful" to be a "slut" but now it's "shameful" to be a "prude". How about we all try to play a game called "I'll be me and do what I want and you can be you and do what you want and we'll just stay the hell out of each other's personal lives". If you have a very open sexuality and want to get out there and explore with every person you're drawn to, that's fine but please don't judge me when you find out that I don't whip open the velvet rope on my VIP section for just anybody. Thanks.
As far as you wanting to enjoy the frivolities of life, you'll get where you get when you get there. At the present time you may be more conservative sexually but some life experiences may change your viewpoint on certain things and you may get to a point where you just want to experiment with sex. If and when that happens maybe you'll use your experimentation in your favor. You may not change at all and still like being conservative and that's fine, too. As long as you feel this way, draw your lines. Decide how much you're willing to give to further your career and if it gets more expensive than you can afford look for other options.