I think and I know that this isn't novel thought, but I am just astounded at how all over the place she can look because I would love to diagnose why she seems to fluctuate not in weight but like overall ~health~? and I obviously wonder if whatever she's doing is worth it....because you know it seems really tied to her thinness
also can't get over how dirty they did her with the styling in the show post the first season, like....damn
like she looks so great in the first season and like bright eyed and fresh (especially relative to now)